Personal growth

Since I last completed my half marathon in April, I have had no goals in mind for the future. With summer comes the heat and the lack of long races. (so I have no races on the calendar... insert sad face.)I have been feeling lost in a way of having no goals. I wake up and go to the gym but have no motivation to run more than a couple miles here and there. So after thinking about ideas in what to do, I have contacted the local cross fit community to see about the class times, pricing, etc. To say that cross fit is inexpensive would be a lie. It is kind of pricy. Part of me wants to join knowing that I will be in a group of people who are supportive and all aiming for fitness goals and then there is a small part of me feeling guilty to spend that kind of money for classes. In all reality, it is cheap if you think of it as group personal training 4 days a week. I could work out with certain people but I have my reasons as to why I do not. So here I am wanting to better myself but torn over the cost. I think I'll be sleeping on this one for the next few days. I just need to do some soul searching...