Saturday, February 16, 2013

Ins and outs of the week

Sick??? Yep still sick but almost over it. BUT Daniel is now as sick as I was. He sounds horrible when he is sick. Im not going into details but we have been keeping our distance from each other just in case we don't have the same thing the other person has.
This past week we had training for work all day long. It was on Wednesday. I rocked it. Enough said.
Daniel and I both had Friday off which is not normal. So we hung out together in the am and made steaks for lunch which were awesome!!! I don't know why I would ever pay to get a steak at a restaurant anymore. Its just disappointing.
Today.... Its snowing! Yesterday it was 61 degrees.
Lately I have been dreaming of traveling. I want to go somewhere like a tropical island or a cruise but Daniel would rather go to a warm place in the USA. He also asked me last night when I was going to AZ again... funny he should ask that since I was JUST looking at plane tickets 4 hours before he asked me about it. Right now as it stands I would like to travel to AZ in March, go on a trip with Daniel in April and then there is a family wedding in May. I am not sure all of those things will get accomplished. O yeah... and our annual trip in July to the beach... maybe August too a couple of times??  I have to make sure I have enough vacation days for all of this!

Sunday, February 10, 2013

sick

Apparently when you post... "sooo sick, rough week" people automatically assume morning sickness? I had to adjust my facebook post. Thanks for the happy thoughts thinking im prego but this is a head cold people. Lets not automatically assume happy thoughts here. Seriously it came on like a ton of bricks. I swore I was getting the flu or something even though I had the flu shot because I was so achy yesterday but after multiple fever checks, I am normal. My temperature actually is always below 98.7. So puffs lotion tissues are my very best friend currently along with sleeping half of the day for the past 3 days.
Daniel has been gone fishing for the past two days so that makes for bedtime at 8pm for me which has been so nice. It all worked out for the best. Daniel got to go have some super fun time fishing with some people in the mountains. (he needed the time to have some fun) and I got to be by myself and do nothing all weekend.

Monday, February 4, 2013

Today is the day...

Today is the day they will call me to give the results. Did it work? Did it not? I was so nervous sitting int he waiting room. I normally am not but man, I could not get my self calmed down. I knew that if I did not calm down, I would pass out from the adrenaline and then the crash. The gal was sweet and asked about my uncle. I told her weeks ago he was not doing well and today I told her that he had passed on Wednesday. The funeral was yesterday and the wake today. When I got the email that he passed, I cried the whole way home from work. He was only 61. Younger than my Dad. My Grandpa O never made it to 65 and two of my Dad's brothers have passed before that age as well. (One was from a plane crash). Its scary to think that my father might not have that much longer but of course we all hope for way longer than 65.
Anyways, the gal and I talked about him and how he passed. Then of course I got jabbed with the needle. Today it felt very difficult going in. Burned a bit, which that happens when there is alcohol still on the skin. Its not the first time by any means.
Anyways, I will get the call between 2 and 4. We talked it over about letting it go to voicemail and for us to listen later tonight after work.
I am so nervous about it that my stomach is in knots.
Don't bother asking what the results end up being. Either way, its going to be very emotional and a lot to process.