One tough week, one tough day..

This week hasn't been so tough when you compare it to the day I had yesterday. Yes we learned our well is not functioning correctly and yes we will have to get a new one soon and yes its going to cost thousands of dollars. But a little bird in my head that sounded much like my father said... "its just money".  Yes its a lot of money but money does not buy happiness.
Yesterday I had the sisterly support of sitting next to my sister at the doctors office when they told her she was having a miscarriage. Boy did that suck. This one is different from the last as it is a chemical pregnancy but it still burns. It still hurts and I don't know how to console her. We have similar problems but also very very different problems. We both share a low AMH but hers is more than double mine, but still half of what it should be for someone her age. That we share. What we don't share is her ability to get pregnant and hold on to it even for just a little while, while I never got that double pink line. My sorrow is different from hers. I never have had that sorrow that she has had with loosing something you had. There is a saying you cant miss something you never had but we are similar in the dream of wanting children.

Aruba......

Aruba, Jamaica oooo I wanna take ya to Bermuda, Bahama, come on pretty mama.....lalalala
Today in my sales meeting they told us that we have a sales contest. As a group sell x amount of homes and we are going to beautiful, wonderful, warm, all inclusive Jamaican resort in July!!!! All expense paid (minus taxes).

Happy thoughts

Am I in need of a vacation?? Why yes I am. And I also am in need of some girl time, and something happy to look forward to. So what is a girl to do?? Why book a flight to PHX to visit Alex for her birthday week of course! I am so excited. Alex said that the pool will be open for us to lay out and we can go to the zoo and have a bunch of girl time! I have to start getting my summer clothes out of the bottoms of my drawers and find my swim suits and sun screen! I hear packing in my near future!