Saturday, September 21, 2013
Letting go
I have been thinking about it for a while now and I think I am going to let this whole blog thing go for a while, maybe forever. There are many reasons why but there is no point in getting into it.
Monday, July 29, 2013
Life
The past three days I can really tell that baby is changing in a good way. His or her bones are at full strength and I am now really feeling it. I get big pokes and an elbow or hand or foot and can't help but wonder if he or she got my genes or Daniel's genes. A few more lbs left to go and some brain and lung development and we will meet our little one.
Sunday, July 28, 2013
Jamaica!
The Jamaica trip was a success. I mean... how can you really go wrong? Woke up at 415 on Monday to drive to the airport. Got there and got to the gate in no time. Boarded the plane and got into Jamaica. We all went as a group to get our room keys. Unfortunately, my room was not ready yet but that was ok because my coworker let me put my bags in her room while we went to get lunch. So after lunch, we went to get the bags and the room. I was VIP, so I was in another building with all the top dogs, including the owner. The room was amazing. 2 queen beds, a jetted tub inside and outside on the deck, full 3 liters of liqueur, full minibar restocked daily, champagne and cheese for us for the first night, a couch, robes, slippers, etc, etc! Of course, I did not partake in any of the booze but I would have if MB wasn't my sidekick. I guess that is the excuse to go back there huh?
The first night we were there, we had a welcome party. At the party all the VIP people were acknowledged and given a gift. Free internet for the week, 200 in room credit to use at the spa, upgraded room, and a little something else I do not feel comfortable typing about.
Day two, we went out on the catamaran and traveled around Jamaica. We stopped in the ocean and fed the fish. Most of the people on the catamaran went into the ocean to feed the fish. They had life vests, masks, and flippers. I just took the mask and dove right in. I mean, salt water will make you float. I saw a lot of fish all around and was one of the last people back on the boat. It felt so good in the water with the weight off of the body and it was cool. I had not been swimming in a long time.
We ended up at Margaritaville to grab food if wanted and then back to the catamaran to go back to our place. Lets just say some people I was with have no sense of when enough is enough and overindulged in booze. I made sure I stayed away from them because I can not deal with foolishness.
Mom and I grabbed a shower and lunch and then went to the beach to fall asleep on the chairs. I had all intentions of reading 2 books while there. I read nothing. I did not even crack open the books. I don't feel bad about it at all.
While in Jamaica, Mom and I tried the following places for food.... Jamaican, French, and surf and turf. I had mom try the following foods.... ox tail, goat, papaya, caprizi salad, duck, lamb and some other things she had never had before.
Day 3 there, we went on a taxi into the hip strip to do some shopping. We were escorted around so we felt safe. I haggled with people but did not find anything I wanted at the straw market. It was very sad at the market because these people are so poor and just want to sell you something. However, I just did not see anything that I liked. Plus every place we went into was the same thing. I am sure most of it all came from China.
One of the nights, I had some of my coworkers over to my room so that someone could consume the champagne and booze since I could not and did not want to take it back on the plane in case it broke.
The last night we were there, there was a party for our group. We had dinner on the beach with a steel drum band, light posts in the sand, candles on the tables, etc. It was so pretty.
I was having a hard time spending my room credit money so we went all out and got manis and mom got a pedicure while I got a polish change. I never ever have paid 65 bucks for one mani ever. Most expensive manicure ever in my life! Anyways, everything is inclusive on the resort so it was hard to find something to spend the money on. I did not want any stuff from the shops they had there because I just did not need that souvenir stuff. It really just isn't my thing most of the time. I did however get a tshirt while on the hip strip for the little one. Its super cute.
On the final day, mom and I went to the pool. We were going to go to the beach, however, it is jellyfish season and they were everywhere. So we just hung by the pool. It was when I was getting out of the pool the final time that my foot just killed. I could have just fallen over in pain right there. So I knew I had to get a boot for my foot then since I knew it was broken and not just some pregnancy pain.
Coming back to the states was less than thrilling. Except mom got me in trouble with customs. She overbought booze and had me take some for her and apparently you are only allowed one 1 liter per person. She bought 2 1 liters and 2 750mls. So I took the liters and she took the 750mls. They let it slide but not normally.
The first night we were there, we had a welcome party. At the party all the VIP people were acknowledged and given a gift. Free internet for the week, 200 in room credit to use at the spa, upgraded room, and a little something else I do not feel comfortable typing about.
Day two, we went out on the catamaran and traveled around Jamaica. We stopped in the ocean and fed the fish. Most of the people on the catamaran went into the ocean to feed the fish. They had life vests, masks, and flippers. I just took the mask and dove right in. I mean, salt water will make you float. I saw a lot of fish all around and was one of the last people back on the boat. It felt so good in the water with the weight off of the body and it was cool. I had not been swimming in a long time.
We ended up at Margaritaville to grab food if wanted and then back to the catamaran to go back to our place. Lets just say some people I was with have no sense of when enough is enough and overindulged in booze. I made sure I stayed away from them because I can not deal with foolishness.
Mom and I grabbed a shower and lunch and then went to the beach to fall asleep on the chairs. I had all intentions of reading 2 books while there. I read nothing. I did not even crack open the books. I don't feel bad about it at all.
While in Jamaica, Mom and I tried the following places for food.... Jamaican, French, and surf and turf. I had mom try the following foods.... ox tail, goat, papaya, caprizi salad, duck, lamb and some other things she had never had before.
Day 3 there, we went on a taxi into the hip strip to do some shopping. We were escorted around so we felt safe. I haggled with people but did not find anything I wanted at the straw market. It was very sad at the market because these people are so poor and just want to sell you something. However, I just did not see anything that I liked. Plus every place we went into was the same thing. I am sure most of it all came from China.
One of the nights, I had some of my coworkers over to my room so that someone could consume the champagne and booze since I could not and did not want to take it back on the plane in case it broke.
The last night we were there, there was a party for our group. We had dinner on the beach with a steel drum band, light posts in the sand, candles on the tables, etc. It was so pretty.
I was having a hard time spending my room credit money so we went all out and got manis and mom got a pedicure while I got a polish change. I never ever have paid 65 bucks for one mani ever. Most expensive manicure ever in my life! Anyways, everything is inclusive on the resort so it was hard to find something to spend the money on. I did not want any stuff from the shops they had there because I just did not need that souvenir stuff. It really just isn't my thing most of the time. I did however get a tshirt while on the hip strip for the little one. Its super cute.
On the final day, mom and I went to the pool. We were going to go to the beach, however, it is jellyfish season and they were everywhere. So we just hung by the pool. It was when I was getting out of the pool the final time that my foot just killed. I could have just fallen over in pain right there. So I knew I had to get a boot for my foot then since I knew it was broken and not just some pregnancy pain.
Coming back to the states was less than thrilling. Except mom got me in trouble with customs. She overbought booze and had me take some for her and apparently you are only allowed one 1 liter per person. She bought 2 1 liters and 2 750mls. So I took the liters and she took the 750mls. They let it slide but not normally.
Saturday, July 20, 2013
Home visits and first baby shower
This week has been crazy busy! Is it really already Saturday? The first part of the week flew by because I was prepping for company. Alex came in on Wednesday with Rosalie. We had dinner and girl time that night and all the next day. It was good to get out and do stuff. We ran errands, went to the park, tried to get Rosalie to nap, and I had a doctors apt. All was well with the doc apt. The visit took next to no time and even the receptionist commented on it. Everything checked out good and I was cleared to go on my next adventure. More to come on that.
Thursday evening, Tony, Charity, and the kids spent the night so we had 3 kids in the house with 5 adults. Full house for sure, but a good full house. We ordered pizza and let the kids play and then crash. I ended up falling asleep on the couch while watching a movie. 10pm for me is late now for me staying up.
Anyways, the following am, I had crossfit and then had to get ready for the shower in Charlotte at my parents home. Val and I drove there early yesterday to help prep for the party. My Mom had things pretty organized but there was fruit cutting, drink making, etc that had to be done. So Val and I helped with that. After no time, I had to get ready myself for the party so I went upstairs and was doing my hair and makeup and just had this moment of "I can't believe this is my day, my party" in the mirror in the bathroom. Pretty similar to how I felt on my wedding day. You dream and dream of different moments in your life and sometimes they feel just SO far away or maybe that they will never happen to you. And then the moment arrives and you just can't believe it. That's how I felt.
After picking out one of three outfits that I brought people started showing up. Alex first, then my Gram, then more and more. All in all, everyone seemed to have a good time. I know I did and I appreciated everyone who drove and gave up some of their day and time to celebrate with me.
Later that evening, we made it home and Alex helped me unpack the car and put everything upstairs. Then, I went to bed. I saw Daniel for all of about 15 minutes before my eyes dropped. I will have to fill him in on everything later today.
Thursday evening, Tony, Charity, and the kids spent the night so we had 3 kids in the house with 5 adults. Full house for sure, but a good full house. We ordered pizza and let the kids play and then crash. I ended up falling asleep on the couch while watching a movie. 10pm for me is late now for me staying up.
Anyways, the following am, I had crossfit and then had to get ready for the shower in Charlotte at my parents home. Val and I drove there early yesterday to help prep for the party. My Mom had things pretty organized but there was fruit cutting, drink making, etc that had to be done. So Val and I helped with that. After no time, I had to get ready myself for the party so I went upstairs and was doing my hair and makeup and just had this moment of "I can't believe this is my day, my party" in the mirror in the bathroom. Pretty similar to how I felt on my wedding day. You dream and dream of different moments in your life and sometimes they feel just SO far away or maybe that they will never happen to you. And then the moment arrives and you just can't believe it. That's how I felt.
After picking out one of three outfits that I brought people started showing up. Alex first, then my Gram, then more and more. All in all, everyone seemed to have a good time. I know I did and I appreciated everyone who drove and gave up some of their day and time to celebrate with me.
Later that evening, we made it home and Alex helped me unpack the car and put everything upstairs. Then, I went to bed. I saw Daniel for all of about 15 minutes before my eyes dropped. I will have to fill him in on everything later today.
Monday, July 15, 2013
Half way gone/ almost there...
The month is halfway gone! Say what?? That is just insane. I believe it was just yesterday that I participated in the annual 5k race... but then again it wasn't.
The 5k race was mostly walking with a little running. I went with Val and Diane to the race. We ended up running to the start line because we thought they were going to start without us. Of course they did not. Then we ended up running at the end. (all of .1 miles) because of rain.
I still have the itch to run. I have had it more this month than any other month in recent history. I wanted to run on the beach when I was there last week, I wanted to run at the race.
The good news is that I have been cleared of all medical conditions up to this point. (but still doesn't mean I can run long distances) Hello third trimester! Where did you come from? And hello self esteem in the tanker! I had a breakdown on Friday over many different things. Called my mom in tears and spent the rest of the day alone. I do not like the way I look in pictures but then again it could have been the camera angle or the posture that I have or just me having a bad day. Either way, I deleted the pictures. Gosh I did not give myself enough credit prebaby and I now realize that. So note to self... give credit where credit is due! Along with zero self esteem, I have been battling the case of tmj. My jaw has relaxed at night and makes for an unpleasant am feeling with my jaw, along with eye allergies that I can only take eye drops for, and my hip gets sore when lying on my right side. This side sleeping is for the birds! All very weird symptoms but Ill take it if I have been blessed with zero days of throwing up and otherwise I am healthy. I am still able to crossfit 4 days a week and walk when the weather permits so at least that keeps me somewhat sane.
To back to the clearing of medical issues... Baby cakes had another glamor shot last Monday. And holy cow... this kid looks like Daniel! At least that's what I think. He or she is a cutie and measuring at 80%. I have been cleared to not have to have a c section. (of course anything can change) I also do not need other medical attention as they have been monitoring me. My glucose test came back in the low to normal range, baby heartbeat is good, blood pressure is good. So hopefully it will be smooth sailing from here. T minus less than 3 months! I already love him or her so much and my heart just melts when looking at his or her picture on the fridge.
This upcoming week will be the busiest of them all! I finally chose a pediatrician and now am looking into daycare options. And then next week... the least busiest. Ill update on those once they are completed.
The 5k race was mostly walking with a little running. I went with Val and Diane to the race. We ended up running to the start line because we thought they were going to start without us. Of course they did not. Then we ended up running at the end. (all of .1 miles) because of rain.
I still have the itch to run. I have had it more this month than any other month in recent history. I wanted to run on the beach when I was there last week, I wanted to run at the race.
The good news is that I have been cleared of all medical conditions up to this point. (but still doesn't mean I can run long distances) Hello third trimester! Where did you come from? And hello self esteem in the tanker! I had a breakdown on Friday over many different things. Called my mom in tears and spent the rest of the day alone. I do not like the way I look in pictures but then again it could have been the camera angle or the posture that I have or just me having a bad day. Either way, I deleted the pictures. Gosh I did not give myself enough credit prebaby and I now realize that. So note to self... give credit where credit is due! Along with zero self esteem, I have been battling the case of tmj. My jaw has relaxed at night and makes for an unpleasant am feeling with my jaw, along with eye allergies that I can only take eye drops for, and my hip gets sore when lying on my right side. This side sleeping is for the birds! All very weird symptoms but Ill take it if I have been blessed with zero days of throwing up and otherwise I am healthy. I am still able to crossfit 4 days a week and walk when the weather permits so at least that keeps me somewhat sane.
To back to the clearing of medical issues... Baby cakes had another glamor shot last Monday. And holy cow... this kid looks like Daniel! At least that's what I think. He or she is a cutie and measuring at 80%. I have been cleared to not have to have a c section. (of course anything can change) I also do not need other medical attention as they have been monitoring me. My glucose test came back in the low to normal range, baby heartbeat is good, blood pressure is good. So hopefully it will be smooth sailing from here. T minus less than 3 months! I already love him or her so much and my heart just melts when looking at his or her picture on the fridge.
This upcoming week will be the busiest of them all! I finally chose a pediatrician and now am looking into daycare options. And then next week... the least busiest. Ill update on those once they are completed.
Saturday, June 29, 2013
A month jam packed
This coming month will be jam packed. Before I know it, it will be August!
First off, I still can not believe I am a little over 6 months into this crazy journey. Most of the time I feel like my normal self and do my normal stuff minus long distance running or really anything longer than a short 400m run. This month will mark another ultrasound. My doc date has been switched and most likely will be switched again now due to work situations. Anywho... I get the wonderful opportunity to drink that liquid sugar and get poked for glucose testing. I wouldn't be surprised if they diagnose me with high levels. Its not like it would be the first time. I mean, I was on meds for a while before.
Also, Ill be off to an all inclusive resort in Jamaica with my mom, beach trip with Daniel, trip to Charlotte for the shower, day trip to the beach, and most likely somewhere else too. This month will fly and I have to start getting things really organized and situated for the newest arrival. Most days I just come home and can not wrap my brain around doing housework so I have to get these things done in the am before work. I love my naps too much in the evenings. :)
First off, I still can not believe I am a little over 6 months into this crazy journey. Most of the time I feel like my normal self and do my normal stuff minus long distance running or really anything longer than a short 400m run. This month will mark another ultrasound. My doc date has been switched and most likely will be switched again now due to work situations. Anywho... I get the wonderful opportunity to drink that liquid sugar and get poked for glucose testing. I wouldn't be surprised if they diagnose me with high levels. Its not like it would be the first time. I mean, I was on meds for a while before.
Also, Ill be off to an all inclusive resort in Jamaica with my mom, beach trip with Daniel, trip to Charlotte for the shower, day trip to the beach, and most likely somewhere else too. This month will fly and I have to start getting things really organized and situated for the newest arrival. Most days I just come home and can not wrap my brain around doing housework so I have to get these things done in the am before work. I love my naps too much in the evenings. :)
Sunday, June 16, 2013
Positive positive positive
May flew by. It seemed that almost everything in the month was positive along with the start of June.
I went to Chicago for a wedding and saw EVERY cousin (20 of them). That happens almost never. The wedding was a lot of fun and the company was just as fun. I was able to see my siblings which was great and my parents too.
We had our anatomy scan and everything looked good there.
The following week, I felt baby move for the first time. Since then, baby has been a dancing machine at about 930pm most nights. Baby likes cold things, cheese burgers, and fruit. Dislikes are mexican food, anything that is crazy spicy such as spicy guac, chili powder, red pepper flakes, etc. Big disappointment.
By the end of the month, I made enough sales to go on a trip to Jamaica with work VIP style. I have no idea what is the difference between VIP style and just regular. But some people are going just regular. Only 2 out of 10 people in our division are going VIP style.
Then... we had a drawing at work and I won and iPad mini. That was great because our home computer is from 2005. It needs help and I avoid getting on the computer at home because it is SOOO SLOW. Really.... Its slow.
Went for another follow up visit last week. Everything is looking good. Still no need for bed rest or modifying anything. Baby is measuring on key and Mom too.
Val and I went to the beach for the day on Friday. We had great traffic both ways and found a fabulous parking spot. The weather was perfect, as was the company.
Who sprinkled the positive dust on me? I am just not used to all of these perks and rewards.
I went to Chicago for a wedding and saw EVERY cousin (20 of them). That happens almost never. The wedding was a lot of fun and the company was just as fun. I was able to see my siblings which was great and my parents too.
We had our anatomy scan and everything looked good there.
The following week, I felt baby move for the first time. Since then, baby has been a dancing machine at about 930pm most nights. Baby likes cold things, cheese burgers, and fruit. Dislikes are mexican food, anything that is crazy spicy such as spicy guac, chili powder, red pepper flakes, etc. Big disappointment.
By the end of the month, I made enough sales to go on a trip to Jamaica with work VIP style. I have no idea what is the difference between VIP style and just regular. But some people are going just regular. Only 2 out of 10 people in our division are going VIP style.
Then... we had a drawing at work and I won and iPad mini. That was great because our home computer is from 2005. It needs help and I avoid getting on the computer at home because it is SOOO SLOW. Really.... Its slow.
Went for another follow up visit last week. Everything is looking good. Still no need for bed rest or modifying anything. Baby is measuring on key and Mom too.
Val and I went to the beach for the day on Friday. We had great traffic both ways and found a fabulous parking spot. The weather was perfect, as was the company.
Who sprinkled the positive dust on me? I am just not used to all of these perks and rewards.
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