Right now... I am fragile. My emotions are as thin as tissue paper and will tear at anytime. Everything has been setting me off to either be angry or sad. I am wearing my glasses today because yesterday I cried so much that I ruined my contacts and had to throw them out.
I was contemplating on where to go to get my prescription because I have horribly painful cysts and decided on Harris Teeter. The gal there was not particularly nice and then told me the cost. I literally started crying and asked her for my prescription back and that I was almost positive I could get it cheaper at Costco. Its just that I now have to drive there in the cold dark rainy weather tonight.
I have decided to visit the doctor on Friday with question upon question in regards to moving forward with IVF. My condition has deteriorated so fast that the statistics that are shown, do not look promising. If they are in fact what is posted, I am not sure we will move forward with IVF anymore. I hope my age helps but sometimes you never know.
I am thankful that I have someone from my support group who have been so gracious in answering all of my crazy questions. It helps to be able to ask someone who just recently went through it and is well on her way to having a healthy baby in February or sooner.
I have turned off all the Christmas music at work since we are required to play it. It is on in the main house but not in my office. I would rather sit in silence.
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