Ok, so for the most part I am not negative at all when it comes to life, blogging, etc. I really try to look at the positive, have a smile on my face, and be greatful for all things around me. This past few weeks I have been really struggling with self image. Call it what you want, but everyone has those days. Mine have just been like every day for the past couple weeks and I think it finally bit me in the butt. It all started when I went to pick out my outfits for Florida and I didnt feel right in my capris. December was a horrible month for me of bad eatting, pulled hamstring/calf, and just overall not being accountable for my cals in cals out. Lets just say I need to redo my calculations and get on the bandwaggon of motivation and spice up my workouts.
So today, I got off work early and decided to take sculpt and step. It was way WAY over my head. All these people were doing these weird step/dance moves. I felt so out of place and just did my own thing half the time and couldnt wait for class to be over. So I cant say I didnt try it. Im not sure I would do it again. All the people who were there obviously have been taking his class for like EVER since no one screwed up but me! So with that said, I believe I am going to try to take some pilates classes and other classes too to spice things up and really get a better weight routine in. I have to refocus and get that drive back. Plus.... I have the marathon in 58 days!
On a positive note, Alex had a really great swim workout for today and my work week has been so much fun. We went to realtor offices today and tomorrow im going around to all the communities to visit them and learn more about each product. Its so exciting! I really feel like I have found a company that I can appreciate, grow, and feel at home in. Its such a wonderful feeling. Its like the fun part of portrait, with the awesome mattamy home product (quality) all wrapped in one!
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